Lilith · A Pilgrim's Reading · Chapter 12 of 47

XII. Friends and Foes

Discernment of spirits

Stooping to taste a single rosy apple no bigger than a cherry, Mr. Vane is suddenly surrounded by a chattering multitude of children — the Little Ones — who pronounce him “a good giant!” because his hand reached for a second sweet apple. They test him with a huge green apple; he bites, gags, and flings it away, and they swarm him with kisses of delight. But their joy turns to terror: a clownish “bad giant” saw the rejected apple, and he and a second brute overpower Vane, drag him to their wretched huts of fallen branches, and set him to a dreary slavery — scraping bark from every fruitless branch while they cuff him for refusing their bitter food. Two kinds of greatness stand on the same hillside: littleness that loves and discerns, and bigness that has swelled into greed — and the difference is which apple you can stomach.

The Point of Reference

Before we judge anyone a “good giant” or a bad one, we need a fixed standard of the good itself — or our verdicts are only taste, and one man's rotten apple is another's feast. This series anchors every judgment, as it anchors every law of logic, in the Logos of John 1: the unchanging “I AM” of Exodus 3:14, in whom goodness is not a preference but a Person. Because He does not change, a sweet fruit is really sweet and a sour one really sour; the children's instinct that “littleness isn't everything” and that one may “grow big and stupid” presupposes a measure outside themselves. This chapter's question — how do small ones see truly while big ones go blind? — only has an answer if there is an “I AM” who defines what tasting and seeing rightly even means.

Exodus 3:14 · Greek (LXX)

καὶ εἶπεν ὁ θεὸς πρὸς Μωυσῆν Ἐγώ εἰμι ὁ ὤν· καὶ εἶπεν Οὕτως ἐρεῖς τοῖς υἱοῖς Ισραηλ Ὁ ὢν ἀπέσταλκέν με πρὸς ὑμᾶς.

Exodus 3:14 · ESV

God said to Moses, “I AM WHO I AM.” And he said, “Say this to the people of Israel: ‘I AM has sent me to you.’”

Author & Audience · Exodus

By long tradition Moses, recording at the burning bush the name God gives himself as he commissions a deliverer for Israel enslaved in Egypt (c. 15th–13th century BC). The name Ἐγώ εἰμι ὁ ὤν — “I am the Being” — grounds every later claim that good and evil are fixed, not invented. To a people about to be told which bondage is worth fleeing, God first declares the unchanging Self by whom all bondage is measured.

The Scripture: Tasting Whether It Is Good

The whole drama of the chapter turns on a mouth — what one will swallow and what one will fling away. The Little Ones know Vane is good because he likes their apples; the bad giants beat him because he will not eat their bitter food. Scripture speaks exactly this language: the redeemed are those who have “tasted that the Lord is good,” and discernment is a palate trained on truth.

Psalm 33:9 (LXX) [34:8 ESV] · Greek

9γεύσασθε καὶ ἴδετε ὅτι χρηστὸς ὁ κύριος· μακάριος ἀνήρ, ὃς ἐλπίζει ἐπ' αὐτόν.

Psalm 34:8 · ESV

8Oh, taste and see that the LORD is good! Blessed is the man who takes refuge in him!

Author & Audience · Psalm 34

Ascribed to David, “when he changed his behavior before Abimelech” — a song of deliverance for the worshiping assembly of Israel. Numbered Psalm 33 in the Septuagint, 34 in the Hebrew/ESV. David invites the congregation to verify God's goodness by experience, just as the Little Ones verify Vane's by watching his hand and his mouth: goodness is something one comes to know by tasting, not merely by hearing argued.

Matthew 18:3 · Greek

3καὶ εἶπεν· Ἀμὴν λέγω ὑμῖν, ἐὰν μὴ στραφῆτε καὶ γένησθε ὡς τὰ παιδία, οὐ μὴ εἰσέλθητε εἰς τὴν βασιλείαν τῶν οὐρανῶν.

Matthew 18:3 · ESV

3And said, “Truly, I say to you, unless you turn and become like children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.”

Author & Audience · Matthew

Matthew, writing c. AD 60–70 chiefly for Jewish believers, records Jesus setting a child in the midst of disciples who were quarreling over who is greatest — the very quarrel the Little Ones laugh at when they warn against “growing big and stupid.” The Kingdom is entered by becoming small, not big; MacDonald's children, who never grow up unless they grow selfish, are a sustained meditation on this single verse.

χρηστός chrēstos — good, kind, wholesome; of food, palatable and fit to eat

The word David uses for the Lord's goodness is the very word a Greek would use of good wine or fruit — sound, sweet, agreeable to a healthy palate. It is the audible near-twin of Χριστός, “Christ,” a pun the early church loved. To “taste that the Lord is chrēstos” is to find Him the one wholly wholesome food — while the bad giants force on Vane a diet that is, by contrast, “inexpressibly disagreeable.” A corrupted appetite calls the good apple foul and the foul one good.

Four Lenses on “Friends and Foes”
Scientific

Growth without form is a tumor, not a triumph

The children's warning is biologically exact: bigness is not maturity. In living things, healthy development is differentiation — cells specializing, structures ordering toward a function. Mere unchecked increase in mass, growth that has lost its governing pattern, is precisely what we name a tumor. MacDonald's “bad giants” are Little Ones who only enlarged: more matter, less mind, “just enough mind to give them motion and the expressions of anger and greed.”

Notice too the chapter's quiet botany. The good trees are the fruit-bearing ones in the hollow; Vane is enslaved to scrape bark from “every branch that had no fruit on it.” A barren branch drains the tree that a fruitful one feeds — a fact of horticulture that doubles, all by itself, as a parable of which lives nourish and which merely take.

Philosophical

Can goodness be read off an action?

The chapter stages a small problem in moral epistemology. From one fact — Vane reaching for a second sweet apple — the children infer a whole character: “He's a good giant!” The narrator himself doubts the inference (“how from that they argued me good, I did not see”). Is goodness even the kind of thing a single gesture can reveal?

MacDonald's answer is that the test is not the sweet apple but the green one: the children watch what he does with the bitter thing offered as if it were good. Character shows not in enjoying the obviously pleasant but in rejecting the plausible counterfeit. The bad giant's rage — “Do you dare tell me my apple was not fit to eat?” — is the fury of a relativist whose private taste has been called objectively wrong.

Metaphysical

Two ways of being great

Stand the figures side by side on the hillside and a whole metaphysic of greatness appears. The Little Ones are small in stature yet vast in love, discernment, and joy; the giants are large in stature yet shrunken in soul, “a sort of fungoid people.” Real magnitude, the chapter insists, is not measured along the axis the eye uses. To swell is to lose being; to remain childlike is to keep it.

This is the great inversion the whole book will press: that selfhood is not enlarged by grasping but by giving. The bad giant clenches around his apple, his food, his slave — foreshadowing Lilith's defining sin, the clenched hand that will not open. Greed is not a strong form of being; it is being in the act of dissolving into a fungus.

Scriptural

Become as children, or be unmade

Every thread ties at Matthew 18:3. The Little Ones are an extended icon of the child Jesus set in the midst of grasping disciples: to enter the Kingdom one must turn and become small. The giants are the unconverted bigness those same disciples were chasing — greatness as domination, which Scripture everywhere names as the way of death.

And the bark-scraping slavery is its own gospel image. Vane is bound to a tree and made to strip the fruitless branches — while he is secretly kept alive by quietly eating from a good dwarf-tree close at hand. So the believer labors in a hostile country, sustained by a hidden food the foes cannot see, until the Vinedresser comes for the branches that bear nothing (John 15:2).

The Laws of Classical Logic
First, the point of reference. These three laws are not conventions of speech but the shape of being, true because the One who is — the “I AM” of Exodus 3:14, the Logos of John 1:1 — does not change. Fix goodness there, and the children's verdicts are not mere taste; they track something real. Loosen it, and “good giant” and “bad giant” collapse into rival appetites with no judge between them.
1 · The Law of Identity A is A — a thing is what it is.

The sweet apple is sweet and the bitter food is bitter, whatever a kick demands. The bad giants beat Vane “because I would not swallow” their food, as if force could revise a flavor. But identity is not for sale: a good apple stays good, and “one bad apple may grow on the best tree” without making the tree bad or the apple good. A thing keeps being itself even when greed insists otherwise.

2 · The Law of Non-Contradiction Not both A and not-A, in the same respect, at the same time.

The giant's howl — “Do you dare tell me my apple was not fit to eat?” — demands that the rotten apple be at once unfit (Vane spat it out) and fit (the giant's pride requires it). It cannot be both. And the children's own paradox resolves cleanly: one may be little in body yet not little in worth, because “littleness isn't everything” speaks of two different respects, not one self-contradiction.

3 · The Law of the Excluded Middle Either A or not-A — no neutral hillside.

“He's a good giant!” — “He's a giant!”: the children press the very question the reader must answer. On this hill one is either friend or foe; Vane cannot be a little neutral nibble of both. He bites the green apple and flings it away — a deed that decides him. The chapter allows no fence-sitting between the Lovers and the giants; you eat their fruit or you do not.

Reading MacDonald honestly. This chapter is not where MacDonald's universalism shows most plainly, but it lays a stone for it — the warm intuition that even the “bad giants” are only Little Ones spoiled, more pitiable than damnable, as if no soul were finally lost but merely “grown big and stupid” and waiting to be made small again. We gladly keep the truth here: greed shrivels the soul, and the door of childlike repentance stands open. But Pleasant Springs holds, with Scripture, that the foes are really foes and that judgment is real and final (Matthew 25:31–46; Revelation 20:11–15) — saving repentance is offered in this life, not endlessly deferred. We do not soften the giants into inevitable converts. We do affirm the matching comfort the chapter pictures: the redeemed are kept alive by a hidden food their foes cannot see or steal — the eternal security of those in Christ (the ROSES / Molinist position of our Statement of Beliefs).
For Reflection
1.The children judged Vane good by what his hand reached for. If your appetites were read as plainly, what would they say you call “good”?
2.The real test was the green apple — the bitter thing served as if it were sweet. Where are you being pressed to swallow a plausible counterfeit, and have you the courage to fling it away?
3.The bad giants are Little Ones who only grew bigger. In what part of your life are you mistaking increase — more, busier, larger — for genuine growth toward fruit?
4.Bound to his tree, Vane was secretly sustained by a hidden food close at hand. What is the unseen provision keeping you alive in a hostile season — and are you reaching for it?
Father, the “I AM” who is goodness itself, give me the palate of a child — quick to taste that You are good and quick to spit out the bitter thing the world serves as sweet. Keep me from the swelling that mistakes bigness for greatness; make me small enough to enter Your Kingdom. When I am bound to weary work in a hostile land, feed me from the hidden tree of Your presence that no foe can see or steal. Teach me to be a friend of the Lovers and no friend of greed, for the sake of Your Son, in whom alone all things hold together. Amen.
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