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XXXII. The Lovers and the Bags

Greed, possession, and the weight we carry

The night turns bitterly cold, and Vane — lying on the frozen carcass of his horse — is ringed about by wolves whose glowing eyes contract toward him. Out of the dark pours a cataract of cats led by a huge gray one, and a savage battle drives the wolves off. But the cats do not save him to comfort him: they fasten their teeth in his legs and harry him all night long, biting wherever he falls, refusing to let him rest, herding him by a smooth path past the Evil Wood until morning sets him safe on the verge of the orchard valley. Recaptured by the giants and bound again to his tree, he labors in despair — until the bell-like laughter of the Little Ones bursts through the brushwood, and a glad host on elephants and bears and little horses frees him and bears him away on a living litter. Then comes the gentlest turn of all: the children, once timid “run-creatures” hiding in the bushes, have become “fly-creatures,” singing like birds in the high trees, grown into new lives by the labor of building nests. The wounds that scourge Vane through the dark and the joy that lifts him in the light are the same hand of mercy, bending him toward home.

The Point of Reference

Before we reason about a single image in this chapter, we fix the standard by which we reason at all. The laws of thought do not float free; they rest on One who does not change. We anchor them — as we do every chapter — on the unchanging God who names Himself “I AM” (Exodus 3:14), the same yesterday and today and forever. This matters acutely here, where mercy wears two faces: the clawing cats that wound and the laughing children that heal. If God were fickle, those would be two different gods. But because the One who chastens and the One who carries are the same unchanging Love, the harsh night and the glad morning are a single, consistent purpose.

Malachi 3:6 · LXX

διότι ἐγὼ κύριος ὁ θεὸς ὑμῶν, καὶ οὐκ ἠλλοίωμαι· καὶ ὑμεῖς, οἱ υἱοὶ Ἰακώβ, οὐκ ἀπέχεσθε.

Malachi 3:6 · ESV

For I the LORD do not change; therefore you, O children of Jacob, are not consumed.

Author & Audience · Malachi

The prophet Malachi (“my messenger”), writing to the restored community of Judah around 430 BC — a weary, cynical post-exilic people who doubted God's love. The verse is exactly our point of reference: the people are not consumed precisely because the Lord does not change. The same constancy that keeps Israel from being devoured is what makes the cats' cruel-seeming chase and the children's tender rescue one coherent mercy, not a god in two moods.

The Scripture: The Wounds That Heal

This chapter is a parable of severe mercy. The cats wound Vane — but every bite drives him forward, away from the Evil Wood and toward the valley; they never let him fall into a gully, and at dawn they vanish, their hard work done. Scripture knows this paradox well: love that is faithful sometimes wounds, and the wound is for healing.

Proverbs 27:6 · LXX

ἀξιοπιστότερά ἐστιν τραύματα φίλου ἢ ἑκούσια φιλήματα ἐχθροῦ.

Proverbs 27:6 · ESV

Faithful are the wounds of a friend; profuse are the kisses of an enemy.

Author & Audience · Proverbs

Attributed to Solomon and the wise men of Israel, gathered for the covenant people as a manual of skilled living before God (Jerusalem, with this collection “copied by the men of Hezekiah,” c. 700 BC). The proverb is the cats exactly: their teeth are faithful wounds, painful but for Vane's good, driving him home — while the giants' lazy kicks and pelting fruit are the careless cruelty of enemies.

Hebrews 12:11 · Greek

πᾶσα δὲ παιδεία πρὸς μὲν τὸ παρὸν οὐ δοκεῖ χαρᾶς εἶναι ἀλλὰ λύπης, ὕστερον δὲ καρπὸν εἰρηνικὸν τοῖς δι’ αὐτῆς γεγυμνασμένοις ἀποδίδωσιν δικαιοσύνης.

Hebrews 12:11 · ESV

For the moment all discipline seems painful rather than pleasant, but later it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it.

Author & Audience · Hebrews

An unnamed inspired author (writing in polished Greek) to Jewish Christians tempted to drift back from Christ under pressure, c. AD 60s. The whole point is our chapter's logic: discipline feels like pain in the night, but later — on the verge of the orchard valley — it “yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness.” Vane is being “trained by it,” herded toward the home he could not find on his own.

παιδεία paideia — discipline, training, the whole upbringing of a child

The Greek word for God's chastening is not the language of a courtroom but of a nursery. Paideia is what a loving parent does to raise a child — instruction, correction, formation toward maturity. It is the perfect word for this chapter, where the same children who were once herded by giants are now being raised into birds, and where Vane himself is being driven, bitten, and finally carried like a babe in a living cradle — chastened and cherished in one motion.

Two further witnesses are quoted below in the Scriptural lens, and they too deserve their author and audience named.

Author & Audience · Job

“He wounds, but he binds up” (Job 5:18) is spoken by Eliphaz the Temanite, the first of Job's friends, to the suffering Job — words true in themselves even on the lips of a flawed comforter, set down by the inspired author of Job for the whole covenant people wrestling with innocent suffering. The line is the chapter in miniature: the same God who lets the cats tear also binds Vane's wounds at dawn.

Author & Audience · 1 Corinthians

Paul wrote to the church at Corinth (c. AD 55) on the resurrection of the body: “sown in dishonor… raised in glory” (1 Cor 15:43). The Little Ones turned from timid hiders into singing birds is a small parable of that great hope — what looks like loss is the seed of glory.

Four Lenses on “The Lovers and the Bags”
Scientific

Growth comes through stress, not ease

The Little Ones confess the law: “We were run-creatures, not fly-creatures… when we came to no-bushes, only trees, we had to build nests! When we built nests, we grew birds.” This is real biology and real development — organisms adapt under pressure, not in comfort. Muscle is built by load; bone thickens where it is stressed; the immune system matures only by meeting what would harm it. Take away every challenge and you do not get a stronger creature but a weaker one.

The cats' all-night harrying is the same principle written large. Pain that is structured and bounded — never letting him tumble into a gully — is not destruction but stimulus. The night drives Vane the way the loss of the bushes drives the children: a hard environment that forces a new and higher form of life.

Philosophical

Suffering aimed at a good is not the same thing as evil

To the senses, the cats are simply a torment: “the sharpest of sharp teeth were in my legs.” But MacDonald carefully shows their intent — they drive Vane “by a comparatively smooth path,” give him time to rise when he falls, and disappear the instant he is safe. The same act (biting) can be cruelty or surgery depending entirely on its end. Pain is a feeling; harm is a category about purpose and outcome.

This dissolves a common confusion: that any suffering disproves a good God. The chapter answers that a wholly good intention can require hard means in a world where the sufferer would otherwise wander into the Evil Wood. The question is never merely “does it hurt?” but “toward what is it bending me?”

Metaphysical

One mercy, two faces — Mara’s leopardess and Lona’s laughter

The gray cat and his green-eyed host belong to the world of Mara, the Lady of Sorrow, whose mercy wounds in order to heal; the bell-like laughter and the living litter belong to the world of Lona and the Little Ones, whose mercy carries and cradles. They look like opposite powers. They are not. They are two operations of a single reality — Love — under different conditions of the same soul.

Vane himself nearly misreads it, laughing “in the triumph of self-disgust” when recaptured: “to whom else should I belong?” The chapter quietly corrects him. He does not finally belong to the giants who kick him, but to the children who free him — the harsh providence and the tender one were always working him toward the same belonging.

Scriptural

He wounds, and His hands heal

Scripture refuses to split God's severity from His tenderness. “He wounds, but he binds up; he shatters, but his hands heal” (Job 5:18). The night of cats and the morning of children are not two gods but the “faithful wounds” (Proverbs 27:6) and the gentle carrying of one Father who “disciplines the one he loves” (Hebrews 12:6).

And the children's rising into birds is a resurrection picture: timid hiders in the bushes are made singers in the high trees, by the very labor that looked at first like loss. So with us — “sown in dishonor… raised in glory” (1 Corinthians 15:43). The hard path is the path home.

The Laws of Classical Logic
First, the point of reference. The three classical laws are true because being is what it is, and being is what it is because its Author does not change (Malachi 3:6). We anchor them to the unchanging “I AM” of Exodus 3:14 — the constancy that lets the wounding cats and the carrying children be a single coherent mercy. Fix that reference, and the laws below illuminate the chapter rather than flatten it.
1 · The Law of Identity A is A — a thing is what it is.

A faithful wound is still a wound, and a kiss of an enemy is still a kiss; the difference is not in the sensation but in what each thing is. The cats are mercy even while they bite; the giants are cruelty even while they feed nothing but kicks. Identity refuses Vane's despairing self-slander — “to whom else should I belong?” He is the king the Little Ones love, not the thrall the giants kick, whatever the rope on his legs says.

2 · The Law of Non-Contradiction Not both A and not-A, in the same respect, at the same time.

It feels contradictory that the same teeth which tore his legs also guarded him from every gully and set him safe at dawn. But there is no contradiction, because the respects differ: harsh to his comfort, kind to his destination. Strip the qualifiers and you get nonsense; keep them and the night makes perfect sense. A providence can hurt and help at once — just not in the same respect.

3 · The Law of the Excluded Middle Either A or not-A — there is no third path.

The cats herd Vane either toward the orchard valley or not; the children's strange schooling either made them birds or it did not — and it did: “now we are real birds!” There is no neutral middle where one is half-driven and half-grown. So too the soul: it is being borne toward home or it is not. The chapter will not let us pretend the journey has no direction.

Reading MacDonald honestly. This chapter glows with a truth we gladly receive: God's severe providences are for us, and growth comes through what looks like loss. But notice the gentle drift in MacDonald's larger vision — the assumption that every wounding is, in the end, a saving wounding, that the cats always drive everyone toward the valley and the House of Death is a universal sleep from which all finally wake redeemed. Scripture will not let us universalize the rescue. The wounds of God are faithful to those who are trained by them (Hebrews 12:11); they are not an automatic salvation for all. Pleasant Springs holds, with Scripture, to a real and final judgment (Matthew 25:31–46; Revelation 20:11–15) and to saving repentance in this life — together with the eternal security of the redeemed (the ROSES / Molinist position of our Statement of Beliefs). Receive the discipline as a child being raised; do not mistake it for a guarantee that no one is ever finally lost.
For Reflection
1.The cats wounded Vane but drove him by “a comparatively smooth path” home. Where in your life has a painful providence turned out to be guarding you from a gully you never saw?
2.Vane laughed “in the triumph of self-disgust” — “to whom else should I belong?” What false identity does your own discouragement try to assign you, and what does the Father say you actually are?
3.The Little Ones became birds only when the bushes were gone and they “had to build nests.” What hard new circumstance might God be using to grow you into a life you could not reach in comfort?
4.“Faithful are the wounds of a friend; profuse are the kisses of an enemy” (Prov 27:6). Can you tell the difference yet between the friends who wound you toward life and the enemies who flatter you toward the Evil Wood?
Father who does not change, You wound and You bind up, You drive me through the cold night and You carry me into the morning — and it is all one mercy, because it is all You. When Your providence bites, give me the faith to feel Your faithfulness in it; when I despair and call myself a thrall, remind me whose child and whose king I am. Make me, like the timid little ones, willing to lose the bushes that I might gain wings. Train me by what is hard until it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness, and bear me at last to the valley that is home. In the name of the Friend whose wounds are faithful. Amen.
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